May 2012
my life is changing alot these next few weeks and for the next year. i dont know where my marriage is going to be in the next few months and it makes me anxious everyday. living with my mother is very stressful with making sure i am doing what she wants regarding to scott. i dont blame her but its just sucks dealing with it all and trying to make sure jameson is loved and cared for. sometimes i...
i just wish that someone would come and tell me what i should do with my marriage. stay or go..go or stay
i am just lost and when i feel like i have made the decision either my mind or my heart tells me something different from what i decided.
he is not going to change and i am not willing to live the life i was living with jameson but i honestly dont want to start the legal process because i...
with regards to my husband i am at a loss. i cant seem to be in the same room with him for more than five min before we start in on each other. he told me today that if he doesnt start getting laid that he would have to find something to do and he doesnt want to have to regret his decisions if i dont sleep with him now.
i mean come on really i told him to look up online what happens with a women...
April 2012
saw the husband today and we actually had a nice time…we tried talking about us and as usual my mother starts asking if i plan moving back in and if i do plan on staying with scott i might as well just move back and save the trouble which makes me feel like crap because i want a good life but i want that life with my husband. i dont know if my mother wants me to be a single mother but she...
i have been living at my mothers house for the past month now…
my husband said he doesn’t have time to work on his family or even to have a family right now. baby j was released from the hospital on tuesday afternoon and scott only came to the hospital when we first got there on monday for all of thirty mins and left for work..its now almost saturday and he has not made any effort to...
at the hospital with baby j overnight
he has rsv and is having trouble breathing
my husband and i are not together and he told me yesterday that my son would be better off if i was dead..he also hurt me
i am alone in a hospital room wishing that i had my computer charger so i could just surf the internet and not think about the horrible life i have made for myself
things can get worse and i...
March 2012
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February 2012
cluster feeding is by far the most stressing thing...
how do moms with long hair do it? mine is always...
January 2012
i am having my son on monday!!!! its a scheduled...